Can I have my balls back?

xoxo, can I have my balls back?
I had a moment of weakness,
I thought I saw a smile of content,
and yes she let me be witness,
forbidden fruit can be sweetness
but down your throat it's just regret
After the moment of weakness,
after I was converted to witness,
after I realised I had no balls to say no to her,
I asked myself, 'xoxo, can I have my balls back?'

xoxo, after the moment left me an investor 'who was only tempteedto test her'
She said she went to get tested,
she said she missed her cyclic appointments,
she said I had made her late,
She had somewhere she should be,
She said that now I should take her,
She said I better have ballsnto stand by her through this season
And all I could think was. 'S***t!'
I was scared S***tless so I asked myself, 'xoxo, do you have the balls?'

xoxo, the times that followed were hard,
I hope I love her for real.
Nine months later,
He came and I was glad that I came,
I finally knew 'God is GREAT'
I saw the smile on his face,
I saw the love on her face,
I heard my heart pound out of tune,
I knew I'd found happiness and I thought back nine months and wondered,
Why was I scared? I had the balls to keep him, and oh, she looked so perfect
so I asked myself,
xoxo Did I ever even lose my balls?